PerfectionBeing perfect is impossible. But being imperfect, is perfect in itself.
Confession about me Silent StrengthI am strong, but please never confuse this strength with invulnerability.I do hurt.I do cry.I do love.I do feel.I do get crushed.I do regret.But please never think that while I may never show these things in front of you, that I don’t feel them.Because I do.More than you could ever imagine.I’m a hyper sensitive person, forced into a role of strength.It is just a rare occasion when my reserve breaks and I show it in front of people.And when this happens, I reach a state of such openness and vulnerability that I fear.Because I can withstand a thousand blows, but just one word can cut me down. And at that moment, I fear what could be said to me.I’m very sorry if anyone who see this thinks of me as cold, or heartless, or unfeeling.It's just in my life, I have had people who rely on me to be the strong one who keeps a level head and calm emotions.And so when I break in front of someone, I apologize profusely.Because what if they were someone that needed me
My own bully.Everyday I hear the same words:"ugly.""worthless.""screw up.""emo."Same things running through my head:"nobody likes you.""why are you awful at everything?"Tormented by my own self."you need more make up.""fat."Creating scars on my own body.For what?Being accepted by myself?I am my own worst critic.I am my own bully.
Pledge of Non-AllegianceYou pledge allegiance,To that flag,Of that one country that everyone seems to hate.And to the republic, which stands completely divided,Several nations,Under some faceless deity,Culturally divisible,With liberty yet oppression for all.
Never Bow Down. (Failure In Denial)Your poisoned words are your weapon of choice,Paralyzing me with just the sound of your voice.Whispering your lies and getting under my skin,But I can see right through you 'cause you're so paper thin!Are you really so heartless?Behind your lies is there any truth?Can you tell I don't want this!?I will never bow down to you!You say across my skin is where my short comings compile,And that my scars remind you I'm a failure in denial!No matter what you've always had the upper hand,Holding me under for reasons none understand!GOD DAMN!!Are you really so heartless?Behind your lies is there any truth?Can you tell I don't want this!?And that I'll never Bow Down